It’s been a long 6 weeks. [reminder to write long post about this later when i’m done napping for 12 hours]
The right thing and the wrong timing is still the wrong thing.– (via sunandance)
“There’s not enough people out there that care about other people.” Simple and straightforward, but a quote that has really been ingrained in my mind for the past weeks. And one that I’ll keep in mind for a while.
what would make my parents proud, what would pay the bills, what i always imagined i would be doing in the future, what i have been raised to believe, what my family and friends expect of me vs. what i plan to do now, what i really give a fuck about, what makes me feel alive with purpose, what makes me feel happy, what scares me only thoughts that have been running through my head.
how the fuck did you make it back into my dreams. fuck you.
there’s only so much i can take of you. i’m sorry.
it’s funny how i use future planning/internship applying to distract myself from studying for finals. and it’s been surprisingly really productive. but you, physics and chem, have remained unmastered and hardly touched. physics 6B, you are the bane of my existence. can’t wait to say goodbye to this life (partially) next quarter.